It has been a very very long time since the last post. I almost forgot that I have a blog! MashaAllah.. Been busy fulfilling responsibilities.. it's true isn't? what As-Syahid Imam Hassan al Banna said that our responsibilities are more than the time we have. Well, everyone is given with 24 hours a day and it's up to us to use it to the fullest. My bad for poor time management.
With up and down in life, tonight I paused and thought of the days that I have gone through... I found this..
"You make yourself strong because it's expected of you. You become confident because someone beside you is unsure. You turn into the person others need you to be. "
A nice quote of the author of great inspirational books, Jodi Picoult. I gave some thoughts on it and...
Hopes.. Expectations.. being put on your little shoulder.. with assumption that you are the strongest, the most confident, full of courage, not easily affected by emotion.. hoping that you can bring wonders..
None actually ask, what do you want.. what do you think.. can you do it..
In the end, you push yourself to meet people expectations.. forgetting what you actually wanted..
Search deep inside you.. who you were, who you have become and who are you becoming?
Hm.. I hardly find the answers.. you?